Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Reclaiming Eden // Part One


Reclaiming Eden //  Part One

 "I am Eden 






Bonus !

The other day  I had the most wonderful experience. I love the way High Magic physically shakes me like a test tube and pours my insides out on the pavement. Occasionally I do look at that shadow on the pavement and I see this beautiful mysterious self in the outline.  That day I was walking in our courtyard looking at the blossoms and the celebration of new life all around me when I caught my shadow on the red bricked lane before me.  When I looked again it was not my shadow moving across the pavement at all. It was the return on an old friend.

Each year just after the Spring Equinox I have a visiter for one day.
This magical familiar started visiting me during the Chinese year of the Snake.
That was three years ago.
The following is part of that experience .

I was sitting outside in our courtyard swinging on our chair swing and I was feeling the breeze and the sun and look down at the ground to see a small thin Sleek and beautiful snake its appearance was  about 3 feet long with the width of approximately an inch.  There I sat looking down upon it and it was directly center below me , as though prostrating and then it slowly raised its head up was like a cobra and just held its stance.

You can imagine how surprised I was , as I was not sure if it was a baby rattle snake or a gopher snake or some grass snake. I took up my feet with a sudden ( not so smart )  impulse and the snake continued to look at me with its hypnotic gaze.

I had the good fortune of dancing with two red tail boas for s few years and they were amazing creatures ! Both were nearly 6 ft in length and a matched pair since their hatchling years.
Snakes generally do not like quick irratic movements and my action of drawing back my feet from the cobra stance of this serpent , had no effect on it what so ever. It continued to hold its head in this regal pose and watch me.  I felt rather creepy , Like someone had slipped me some acid or something . How could a snake like this pose like this and not be alarmed at all ? Maybe it just shed its skin and did not have its ability to see very clearly yet . Or maybe it was chanting some ancient naga blessing for me. I like the latter myself.

I had my camera ( i iPhone ) with me and took a few photos of it as it slid into the grass under my swing to coil itself under where I was sitting on the slatted garden porch swing. Yikes.. I was a little nervous so I somehow hopped off the bench and watched it sit in a coil directly under where I was sitting.

I then realized that it could bit me if it wanted to through the slats of the wooden swing I was sitting on above it. I contemplated the energy I was experiencing as well as the good fortune and my fear of the snake bite retreated.  I just sat there for a very long time and eventually it slid away out of site.
I did not see this snake again the entire year or any other snakes for that matter.

Last year I saw again at the same time of year the same snake , quickly this time , it moved into a hole in the earth right where that swing used to be. I never saw the snake for the remaining part of the year and I thought how far out it was to see her again.

Only a few days ago I had the fortune of a visitation again.  I was walking out to my little garden outside my window to trim back the honeysuckle and to weed the red bricks leading to it, when there she was again.  Sunning her self on the red bricks she slowly slithered under our daphnia adora bush and I knew yet again .. that was her one time visit to reassure me of the sacred connection in life.
It finally dawned on me that this is truly a magical experience. She comes exactly at the same time every year and visits me and then we never see her again.

How much mercy to have this serpent visit me on her own volition each year for one day shortly after Spring Equinox.  It is so magical . It makes me tell myself .. " Mana you do believe in magic . You live magic. Why can you allow yourself a magical experience like this. " My response is ... " Okay Self.. I invite more of these magical experiences in. Thank you for looking out for me Super Self. I love you. "

I reflected the energy of the serpent.  Regeneration, rebirth over and over again and again as they experience their tiny hypernations after each time they shed their old skin. This process is astounding  to me. To survive birthing ones self , shedding ones skin . Then, quite quickly, the Empress Key 3 came to me . The rebirth . My rebirth begins again.  Use this birth in joy and certainly . Take up the opportunity to foster expansive growth in love truth and beauty.  Be as certain of my identity as I am of my own breath as both are one and the same. Pure and original and my own.

Yes the snake took me on a very sacred journey into realms of unspoken beauty. I love my sacred serpent. A naga living in my garden.

The idea of anima and animus 
The Fruit of Knowledge 
Eden being free and clean and our own divine origin
The snake and our own creative kundalini energies manifested by our own essence , our own creative life force. 


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According to the Voyager Tarot the Empress expresses the energy of preservation . She invokes our true identity to be caretakers of our Eden. Earth Mother , and life itself ! All of life.
NO fruit is too small and no being is too weak nor no idea to premature or emotion to immature.
The Empress is the All and all of creation are her children.


Empress is derived from the Latin word parere meaning to beget or to give. 
Birthing the result of one plus two. 
Birthing begins first in the Mind. 
She also reminds us to recreate no life by honoring what needs to die.
Imparere is the word which Emperor/ess is derived from. This meaning 
To Command. To Create To be the one true origin of Strength through beauty and wisdom of the inner unspoken holy of holies. 



So today I started thinking about the Empress and taking her energies deepening into myself and seeing that she is Eve and I am Eden and Eve and Adam for that matter and the Snake and the Tree of life.
The alchemy of conjuring our own divine subconscious and conscious minds invoking and creating the new Eden over and over again. 


I just felt so connected in the web of life today and the green and the rain and the sun and blessings of the good green earth and blue sky around me.  It was amazing. 


Why does a doctrine consider that a god/dess would want evil in its beautiful creation. 
Any need to intimidate or place and judgement fear upon itself  ? It makes no sense to me.  
I exist upon the idea that I create myself over and over again and again for the soul object of experience love in it's endless expressions.  Godhead is perfection of trusting in this love and our responsibility to exercise our free will to manifest this on a deeper and deeper level every day. 
Now that,,,  that makes more sense to me.
Of course I am not Godhead itself.. I am the expression of that Grace. Well we all are.
That is the beauty and the secret of KNOWING we are never alone. We are connected to each others heartbeat and breath and this is the song we dance our lovely life to. 



Why should our imagine of our origin and the perfection of our birth be an imprint of control,  fear and judgement.? You can take that as truth if you like dear reader, however it is  Not the origin of this soul's birth.  Mine is born in a place of beauty , truth and wisdom that is filled with the perfection of celestial sound and lights.
The abundance and brilliance of the inner garden of love , now this... this !  is MY origin.
Honestly,  I believe it is everyones.

 I have never wanted to know the story of Eden. It frightened me as a young girl.
I an remember thinking about this as my legs dangled off the pew in church.
Why was it that Eve messed up? Oh dear I am a girl .. eve was a girl.. am I going to mess up too?

 The entire event was just not my favorite bible story.
Will someone Please tell me why the perfect all powerful creator would decide to invoke fear and evil  upon its children , if all of creation is made in the image of itself God/ess?  What parent of creation would want to leave imprint of fear upon it's infant self or infant creation whereby leaving the one listening to this STORY tell you that your all doomed and you totally screwed up and lost your chance for any possible happiness .  Just better repent like crazy , get busy to die and go to hell so you can pay for a sin that you are somehow partially responsible for.
 I am going to be exploring this Myth more in Next Months blogging with the Emperor Key 4.
Perhaps his All Seeing Eye can " hip " me to what I need to revisit in this story of Adam and Eve .
I look forward to more research on this from other countries and civilizations.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eve



I have decided to Reclaim Eden !

 I am reclaiming Eden and you all are invited to join me.
 May I find myself in beauty and leave where I have been in beauty.
Eden is my place where my mind and soul soar and roll over the greatness of the God/dess's love.
 May I manifest with each breath this expression of perfect love and trust.
My Divine Mothers Perfect Love and Trust that she gave to me. Far deeper then even my DNA
 It is mine and no one else's Eden.
My own Eden. 


I am embracing my dear Mother the Empress. I am embracing my own Imperial Seat inside myself. 



The garden is open and growing and the bounty is ready to ripen. I look forward to the guiding eye of the Emperor Key 4 to bring the balance of the inner realms as clearly as those from the outer.

May I see the balance of beauty in all things , most importantly in my own consciousness first and foremost.. In this I can truly offer the best of what I have and trust and know as true to others and the world around me.





Eden . I am taking residence in my own Eden and staying there. 


Lisa Thiel - Mother Of All Things Lyrics


Oh Mother, Mother, Mother of all things
Oh Mother, Mother, Mother of all things
Oh Mother, Mother, let peace be with us
Oh Mother, Mother, let balance be with us
Oh Mother, Mother, let strength be with us
Oh Mother, Mother, let love be with us
Oh Mother, Mother, let wisdom be with us
Oh Mother, Mother, let vision be with us

You can click the link below to listen to this beautiful chant. 


Enjoy the blessings of you new creation . Celebrate in the beauty of your divine gift of manifesting a New Eden. An Eden that is unlimited and the direct image of Her Essence. 

Bright Blessings. 

The Magician Key 1

According to my favorite Magician Jason Lotterhand , 
The Magician is all about Doing it !
He speaks to this in one of his Thursday Night Tarot Talks in 1990.

Here are some notes I took from the recording ..
You can find all his recordings and all the Major Tarot discussion from Jason Lotterhand 
at 

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Here are notes from 1990  I keep a journal for my Tarot it is very helpful. 
 Jason Lotterhand and the Thursday Night Tarot Club

Keep a Journal of personal thoughts from here on. 
Keep a workbook of things you find about the Tarot by accident
If your gonna start something 
then start it 
intimate it
Direct some energy into something.
The Magician is yourself 
The Entire Tarot is about yourself

Keep a Workbook/ loose leaf
Keep things you find out about accidentally 
Don;t copy word for word
You might CopyPaul Foster Cases’ Highlights of the Tarot. 
It is very good .That is worth remembering. 

Color your keys 
22 major keys  You can find black and White copies on the internet 

Key 1 

Magician initiates whatever action we want to get into
All magic is in the will
Behind the sill stands desire
If you really want something you have to act on it
 I think that’s certain,  if you don’t want anything your not going to get it 
If you do not act on something you may experience some negative effect. 
The Magician does not hesitate . They Act !
If you really want something you have to act on it.

Invoke the world the way you’d like to have it.
As an individual you have the responsibility to get up and get to it
Whatever it is you want to do. Do it. 

The Red Robe signifies action and desire
You have to be very patient with yourself and you can choose something that you would really like to do. 
Something you really enjoy for a month a year 5 years it is the same

Key one relates to concentration ! 
Focus = Acceptance and Clarity
To know what you want 
Take that focus and Manifest something !

This is true for oneself and very true for these teachings.
 All of our powers which we could well pride ourselves in are derived powers .
We are simply the recipient of all the powers that we can exercise.
We saluting the power that is 
I realize my powers are completely derived from the source of everything,  not just me but everyone else too. This concept should protect us from egotisim.

The Magician helps with understanding all the nice things we can do without material possessions. 

More notes from April 11th 1991 
Jason Lotterhand TNT Talks 4-11-91

Key one in the serious initiates the serious our teachers who were friendly or greedy.
Magician 
All my powers are derived under no circumstances will I never never never forget this .
Always remember this key.
Buddhism Endowments Empowerments Priest with Tarot if you stay with it but remember all power is derived from all souls not just your own. All souls have equal rights.

Magician Paul Foster Case was a member of The American Society of Magicians Wizards

Alchemists 
“A lot of them were greedy to make gold and the other kind of Alchemist wanted to see if they could become better people”

Most heads of states have alchemists for more money 
People interested in Spiritual transformation of mankind and the church didn’t like it

Doctrines of Mystics were against church doctrines. 
They believed in Jesus but in a very special way. People don’t change .

Individuality was against church doctrine


Summing up the meaning of Key 1

Self consciousness is the primary human expression of Life Power
It constitutes your awareness of your environment and this is really awareness of mental impression you receiver rom the world round you through the channels of sensation..
The activities of your environment are manifestations of various power of sub consciousness but your intelligent awareness of these manifestation is prerequisite to gaining controls over self consciousness .

Self Consciousness is consciousness of being one ,
standing in relation to others .

“ I am I , and tat is not I “

At a ligher level of unfoldment what is usually called “ myself” that is the physical body is included among the things which are “ Not I “.

Personality is where one Force ( the Fool ) finds expression through the body
 Your True Will is irresistible .

4 tools of the Magician 
are the 4 Aces of the Tarot


Cups
Wands
Pentacles or Coins
Swords

They carry the symbols of the silent name of God/dess IHVH or Jehovah or Jaweh Yahve



Desire and knowledge
2 principle forms of the subconscious 

Activated desire for knowledge 

5 roses 5 is the number of Man




We are soul
Soul is joyful
Live in the Now 
The Truth is always in the Now’  Ann Davies

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Mythopoetic Approach on The Magican Key 1  Wikipedia

The infinity sign above the Magicians head is also the symbol for eternity as well as the silent name of God.. 
” that which was and always will be.”

Solar consciousness is taking what is in darkness and bringing it into the light 

The Magician embodies 
As above so below
Mercury / logic and intellect

He uses the Mind heart body and soul in the process of manifestation

create new cycles for your self
shed your skin like the belt around the Magician illustrates. 

Call on all elements to manifest in you and in your ambition


The illustrated Key to the Tarot The Veil of Divination 
by Arthur E Waite


Magician - consciousness of Apollo 
His smile is confidence and shining the windows of the soul through his eyes

Above his head mysterious sing of the figure 8 or holy spirit sign of life the endless cord.
Around his waist the serpent cincture conventional symbol of eternity

The decent of Grace virtue and light drawn from the inner ( above ) and derived to things below. the earth. Manifestation… 

The Magician has possession and communication with the Powers and Gifts of Spirit

The Table holds the symbols of the tarots 4 suites 
Elements of Natural life 
The Magician adapts them at his will
Roses and lilies are the garden flowers  representing culture and aspiration


The illustrated Key to the Tarot The Veil of Divination 
by Arthur E Waite

The divine motive in man is what drives the Magician’s will
what would be better to learn first but mans divine motive ?

This is the lesson on the table which the Magician teaches the Fool
All the tools needed for his journey about himself.
To Know thyself 

Follow the liberation of ones true divine motivation

The will in liberation is the union of above and below.
The union of ones being present and in balance on all planes

It is also thought and the fixation thereof.


Common information on dedication ceremonies and working with manifestations 

Write on your paper this statement and complete it with your chosen manifestation .

I will apply all my powers to achieve the following aim _______________________
This is my single purpose at this time” 


Keep your dedication to yourselves
Do not share it with anyone
Every night before bed and every morning before rising , 
recite the dedication your are about to write down in ceremony

Remember the laws of manifestation 
The AC Current. acceptance and Clarity bring about Manifestation !

Know what you want
Believe in your Will to accomplish it
Dare to aspire to it 
Work for it 

Remain Silent about it until you attain your goal then you can celebrate it.
After you have achieved this aim do the same exercise again and again. 



Notes on the Magician from Mary Greer’s Book
The Essence of Magic

Magician represents focused concentration , the awareness of yourself as a unique creative individual who uses their mind and will to channel their intent into actuality , manifesting ideas into form.

When you embody the ability to innovate concentrate and communicate your thoughts you can transform mundane situations into magical ones. 

When you embody this key other see you as an independent leader working solon on your own initiative.
The other side of the Magician is the one of the trickster or juggler.
One who can be unscrupulous with getting others to think like them but you can be net workers and facilitators and a atavist for change as well.

Imaginative, skillful, the power to do things for yourself.

Here are a few herbs for the Magician 

Dill : Dill sharpens the senses used by Roman Gladiators it heightens your awareness of your environment it also stimulates appetite
Dill can bring objectivity into a situation where you must digest psychic and mental influences
It also surprises sexual impulses ( Hildegard of Binben)

Lemongrass:  Lemongrass rules the Air and Mercury Gemini
Is has a sedating action on the nervous system it soothes headaches fights ensign and stimulates the thyroid and the left side of the brain. It helps with logical thinking , it tightens cognitive tissues and helps to process new ideas 
Lemongrass is also used in spirit communication

Stroax also rules air mercury and gemini
It is used to fumigate rooms, fix perfumes and A. Crowly said it is chiefly a mercurial non descriptive nature

Stroax is a mental stimulent a nervine 
Magically it is used to make money enhance business and creative work

Benzoin : is related to storax . other names Friars Balsam, Gum Benjamin
It is used as holy smoke incense in Malaysia and used to ward off Devils and bad energies.
They burn it during the rice festivals in Malaysia
It is used as a tonic for respiratory system and itching skin.
Physically it creates protective shield and brings dreams and enhances poetry,

Benzoin also energizes and warms us . It provokes sensual thoughts and releases tensions and resentments. It helps you to look at things from a sub conscious level.. sounds a little bit like MDA… 


Notes from Paul Foster Case  Key 1

The Key 1 is the most important Key it summarizes his work

“The primary manifestation of Spirit is Will, of which attention = wand is the essence and to which memory = the wallet is closely linked .
Wisdom having for it’s essence Imagination The rose is the secondary expression .
Upon progress of this vital principle of humanity depends the advancement of the sub human forms represented by the dog at the Fools feet.”

“ The Fool may be represented as a circle 
The Magician as the center 
The High Priestess as the diameter dividing the circle into equal parts. 
Circle is infinite Intelligence 
Center is the Primal Will To Good
ADN the extension of that well toward the limitless Circumference is the line.


The Four Tools of the Magician
Four Aces ( Notes from teachmetarot.wordpress.com
a great site btw 


The Four Aces represent our gifts from the Divine
we come in with them when we are born
The 4 aces reside in the Kether on the Tree of Life . The Crown / Divine Source

Boundless possibilities energies waiting to be used. 
To initiate anything in life we begin with the aces without their presence nothing will happen life wills stand still and be meaningless

They represent therapy states of something

Fire = wands = explosive activity and excitement
Water = Cups = Feeling through our emotions
Air = Swords = the power to thing and plan
Earth = Pentacles or coins ) the ability to build and make form

The energy that accompanies the 4 aces is abstract in form
It is not yet manifested
It is potential not yet realized. .. like the Fool Key 0

The 4 Aces energies are ready and waiting , All we have to do is grab them and they will work !

Hope , new star fresh beginnings 

“Remember before anything can manifest , it first must exist as potential .”

0 Fool bursts with potential yet he’s not quite aware of how to use it. The Knapsack on his back is there but he does not know how to use it.

1 Magician unpacks the knapsack .; See here.. look at this Fool these are for you to use. They belong to you. take a look. The tools that have been given to you for your journey.  Let me show you how they work.

#1 stands for independent unique and beginning ,, birthplace ,,, 
The clouds around the hands ( aces ) is the spirit of God.

Aces also represent the coming of news 
Sometimes old news or old commitments must be cleared up before for the new initiating news can take place.

The Four Tools of the Magician
Four Aces ( Notes from teachmetarot.wordpress.com
a great site btw

3 reversed or more aces = delays .. you have unfinished business you need to clear up first before advancing. 

0 aces in a reading means your direction is steady and predictable.

2 aces in a reading show strong bond and or relationship

Aces mean to act quickly and don’t wait. 

Ace of wands thumbs up card
Full speed ahead don’t delay
New lease on life
New start new cycle Busy

Firm Grasp on situation 
Firm knowledge 
The power is now in your hands 
Immediate action is required ! 

The aces walk from the Kether Crown to the Binah .. the Supernal Mother 
Binah is a place of understanding and contemplation

The magician teaches the fool his skills needed for his journey he remains with the fool his entire life and he teaches the fool the art of communication through the medium of language and speech and written word.

Magician is unique talented and self aware . He stand stall with his awareness of the connection of his divine source.

Power does not come from him but from the inner life force or light that runs through him and all creations

The Magician grounds intentions, ideas and energy into something useful
The Magician demands action . He reminds us of our own power and our own tools.
The Magician also understands the tools on the table and how to use them and how to blend their energies elements and qualities.  He finds the proper balance of each element .
The Magician is Gemini and Virgo ruled


The Four Tools of the Magician
Four Aces ( Notes from teachmetarot.wordpress.com
a great site btw 

The Gemini energy of the Fool is often called the Trickster
the smooth talking salesmen aspect of the Magician 
He can dupe people easily and be far from them 
before they realize they have been taken. He is a great debater.
 He can appear and disappear in a flash and he has sudden inspiration 
sudden solutions to problems 
They love to travel for educational as well as business purposes.
The Magician can remind that you can make any situation work for you.
He is the TRUE PROFESSIONAL brilliant in all he does

Notes from www.tarotize.com

8 wands mercury in Sag Healing through slowing down
3 cups mercury in Cancer Aligning the heart and mind
6 swords Mercury in Aquarius detachment and moving on
5 discs or pentacles Mercury in Taurus Healing though taking action and possible seeking help also helps with those trying to change their diet.
10 discs Mercury in Virgo Healing through focusing on how to provide firm foundation for future generations.

More notes from this new site
Sanna Starrs Blog

Order of the Golden Dawn 
The attribution for the Magician card is Mercury
Ruler of Gemini Air and Virgo Earth

The Mandala Astrological Tarot by A.T. Mann

“ The Magician is associated with the Planet Mercury and the Zodiac signs Gemini and Virgo. Mann explains that mercury is the planet of instinctive mind which may either be discriminating in Virgo or adaptable and versatile in Gemini.

The Magician creates the Future with One Word…

Let us create our future on the 10th of Feb With Ann Maglinte 

I look forward to growing with you all on this journey of the Self.

Please meet at the Muse this Feb 10th at 6:45 PM
Ritual begins at 7 PM and ends at 8:30 Sharp !
Everyone home by 9 - 9:30 PM Yeah !

Divine Blessings.
Rev .Mana Youngbear 















Empress Keys with Her related keys. Images for your altars and inner invocations.















































































Please Don't Forget The # 3s In The Tarot 
or The Beloved Queen of Pentacles. 










The Empress Embraces Empathy Eternal Ecstasy Invoking Envisioning Eden In  and all around You.

Green Tara... Oh I love her.. Thank you Annie :)



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I am looking forward to seeing you all on Monday at 7 PM as we prepare to witness yet more rebirth 


Bright Blessings 

In Her Name

Mana Youngbear H.P. 
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